Thursday 8:00 PM June 29,2006

Mood: Vain and camwhore mood
currently listening to: Baby it's you - JoJo

Today, I blogged earlier right? well, that's that. Afterwards, I went to Manila Doctors College as stated before. I was there at 10:30, an hour very early because we're going to meet at 11:30. So chill at starbucks then I read our play for crithin. The hour was so long and boring, but Faye arrived almost on time.

We chatted at starbucks and I ate at KFC. Then chatted some more. Afterwards, we went to the CR and practiced our vanity there. wahahaha! It's official, I am vain. After that, we went to Manila Doctors and I went to DLSU.

Nothing much happened. I hate word problems. In our math class, we discussed about word problems, I was demanding that we returned to the slope topic. English was kinda ok. We made our prewriting and outline for our descriptive essay.

hmmm... nothing much happening for tomorrow except for our block pictorials! woohoo! I'm excited! I gotta go! gotta get some sleep! I gotta look pretty on the block pics! nyt!

as written on Wednesday June 28, 2006
Santugon Happenings
Mood: Sleepy and tired
currently listening to: Love is... - DBSG

not much happening today. Purely boredom.

I went to the santugon assembly during U-Break. It was kinda fun, chilling with the santugon cla family. Ate Honey was hyperness.. hahaha! There were lots of people talking about santugon and blah blah blahs.

I also went to the first module but went home early. I would have gotten killed if I didn't. I met two people from COE(?) One was a guy and the other was a girl. The guy's name is Almond. So cute. I've never met a guy named after a nut before. Hahahaha! he's cool, especially with joking and stuff. The girl's name is Tarin. Also really cool. I think she's running for SC Rep. Dunno exactly.

Haven't seen much of Shin today. *how sad* I really hoped to see him because I always see him during U-Break! but today, I didn't. *sad sad* I've been thinking much about him lately and I dunno... I think I really like him so much already. Actually, I like him better than Piglet and Goldilocks. Shin sees me, piglet and goldilocks doesn't. I think Piglet doesn't give a damn anymore. And Goldilocks? He's a snob and he already has a girlfriend. Shin? dunno if he has a girlfriend but I think not and he's really so nice. Gah~ I'm so all over him. I never expected to like him like this. I only saw him during first week U-Break and I've seen him ever since. It was such a coincidence that I met him... err.. then again, maybe not. I asked ate Meg to ask for his name. But eventually I met him! He turned out to be a really nice guy. I mean, who would notice someone that he just met in a party? Well, maybe a girl would do that, but he's always the first one to wave and smile to me.

Wow, this is so long already. I know I shouldn't get too caught up with him, but I just can't help it. Anyway, I'm really really really tired and sleepy, I'll go for now. Nyt
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Good Morning! Well, I'm looking forward for school today.

Gosh! I forgot to do my math assignment! but I have it in my notebook so no worries.. *inserts smiley* I'm looking forward on seeing faye again this morning, we're having lunch.

anyway, I went online to post my entry yesterday. I was pissed last night because I was being dced and dced alot.

see you later!

well, I missed blogging! ahuhuuhu.. T__T

I saw Shin again today! gawd, never getting tired of him! haahahahaha I really like him already. Better him than piglet anyway. Damn him! I saw him again this afternoon. Anyway, I'm really happy I saw him. I was walking at Ango with Leah and there he was! I just saw him instantly and our eyes met.*melts* At first he tried to wave at me but one of his friends blocked him out because me and Leah were walking, but he looked for me and waved then smiled! How nice can he get, unlike the other one. *stares evilly*

As I've said I saw piglet this afternoon too, before out Math class. Damn him, he just said sorry because he wasnt txting me anymore. And when he left the classroom, he didnt even wave or smile or anything! I so hate him!

Well, today was PE again, nothing happened. We just watched the varsity team practice and that was it.

Anyway, I'm really tired already. I'm thinking of changing the layout on July... watcha think? Gotta go already. awww.. well, that's life..

Waah~ the highlight of this blog entry is about those places. Why? because I want to rant.

I saw Shin yesterday. First, we were at the EGI Taft Towers to find a place to edit out Powerpoint presentation for Englone. There were no vacant computers since it was U-Break. I expected him to be there because the day before, I saw him while we were eating at EGI. But to my dismay, he wasnt there.

We moved from there to the Main Campus. I stopped at SJ walk because my appendix part was hurting again. I even saw ate Meg and she recomended for me to go to the Clinic. We walked on and near Yunchengco there he was. He even waved at me and of course I waved back. We were both walking towards Yuchengco and stopped at the same spot. We then decided that we would do our powerpoint at UM.

At first, Leah, Hanna and I went to starbucks to chill. But then, Pam txted me to go to UM, so we did. We stayed there with Celine. I was sitting on a chair beside the window, and I saw him again! Outside the window. Oh my gosh! I was like is this guy following me or what? hahahaha!

Okay, enough about Shin. Yesterday was okay, just very tiring. But at least we almost finished passing requirements for the rest of the week. One more for Inthrop then we're smooth sailing.

Well, I have to go. My next class is at 2:40. Gonna take a bath, Ciao!

Just got home from swimming! aish, I'm really so tired and yet I'm here, blogging.

Last Friday, I went to the Santugon Party which was so cool! I was there with Gino and Leah my blockmates. At first were we looking kinda lost because we didn't know anyone. We were considering about leaving, but we didn't. I waited for Ate Honey who was the one who recruited me for Santugon and she introduced me to her friend, Ate Meg. We were together the whole night. Well, not exactly. We listened to the music of Pitik. A band at DLSU. The lead singer looks like bamboo and the drummer was so cool!

Anyway, I spotted a guy the I saw at the Amphitheatre 2 weeks before at the party. He's chinito, tall, and always wearing balck. Anyway, I pointed him out to Ate Meg. And I was surprised when she and Ate Honey walked up to their group and started talking to them! At that same instant, Gino went out and waited for his dormmates outside. So me and Leah were waiting inside. After 10 minutes we got disturbed because Gino hasn't returned. So I approached ate Meg and told her we'll be back, we'll just look for Gino. But she wouldn't let me go and instead, she introduced me to that chinito guy's group of friends! Well, it was kind of nice since ate Honey is one of the Organizers. So I found out that his name is Shin, an Engineering student and a Frosh. He's Chinese but rather, he looks Korean to me. Anyway, he's so nice and cute.

After awhile, me and Gino sent Leah home. So, 1 down, 2 to go. We walked back to the party, but we didn't go in anymore. The place was overflowing with people. We just chilled at the Andrew building, talked and bonded. After that we went to Gokongwei building and used the net. then at 9:30 he went to the Conservatory with me because my dad was there.

Yesterday, I also went to school because of an effing lecture about life and stuff. I was really pissed of since I didn't like the topic. I didnt listen much. and I also saw Kuya Jr. He's so snobby at McDonalds. I dont even understand why.

Now, I just came home from swimming. My relatives from Hollard are going back there this Tuesday so we're spending time with them more. Next friday I might be going to Novaliches. I dunno.. whatever comes will come.

well, I better get going. I need to sleep!

just got home.. can you believe? my god! I hate rush hours. I can't go home early. Buses were already full and argh! what the heck.

I went to Manila Doctors this morning. I was too early actually becuase I was meant to go there at like 11:30 but instead I went there at 10:40. I stopped by at starbucks and bought Mocha Frap because I was freakin' hungry already. At 11:20 Faye txted me to go to MaDocs so I walked out and went there. As I was approaching guard house at Blue Wave I saw Nico with his blockmates. I stopped and said hi and asked him what block he is. His blockmate was the one who answered "block 21" which kinda pissed me off. I wanted to tell him, "duh! I'm not talking to you!"

After that, me and Faye went to Mall of Asia to grab a bite and we went window shopping! I want to buy that vintage jacket at People are People! we were supposed to go ice skating but it was too damn expensive! maybe next time.. Faye gave me a green pouch which was made by her mom. It's soo cute and so green, so LaSalle.. hahahaha!

When I arrived at school, I saw him. Ugh. It was so bad trip since he even kissed me on the cheek. He was like, I missed you alot, you look so different now. I was like, stop kissing up! He was so fucked up. I hate his guts. But, I dunno it's like I still have feelings for him. I can't get over him. I also cried alot which caused a shock towards my blockmates. Brian Balagtas added the intensity by singing "Tell me where it hurts". But after crying, I calmed down and everything went ok. I was sitting with Gino the whole period. We even shared his iPod because I asked him to. *insert yahoo grin emoticon here*

When I was about to go home with ate Tin there were no buses which was a big bummer. I was so sleepy and I wanted to go home already. We then went to McDo to eat and let time pass. Super coinsidence that Kuya was there. We even joked around and he said he remembers my name already. aish! anyway, it was nice seeing him.

well, I have to go. I have to study for a test in critical thinking. ugh. till next time. ciao!

oh my god. what a perfect day it is. dunno why, but it turned out so good!

well, this morning we had our usual PE, volleyball. We played against Kaecyrine's team and we won! wohoo~! fritzie's team and vyn's team were againts each other. After the match against kaecy's team we had our practical exams which was basically hitting the volleyball for 40 times without making it fall down. It was really easy since I play volleyball, so I got 38. And the next exam was dig passing with a partner. My partner was Celine, me, Pat and Pam call her Mommy for some unknown reason. Hahahaha! I think I was the one who came up with it.

After playing we took a bath which was really S.O.P. because if you didn't you'd stink. Ewww.. anyway, after that nice and kinda long bath, we ate at La Casita at Razon.. God! I was looking for piglet there! Because I thought the guy in pink was him! Shoot me, I know.. but I do miss him! After eating we went out of Razon and he was there! He was there! I was like I was looking for him a while ago, and here he is now! infront of me! How ironic... He even noticed that I cut my hair short. We were both wearing the same shirt color, can you believe?! After bumping into him, we went to the conservatory and we kinda "chilled" for a while, actually we waited for Vyn to arrive.

We then had our little adventure in the William Hall. Looking for our critical thinking professor because we had to borrow the laptop from IMS, but the students can't borrow them on their own. How sad. So we ran around the building looking for the Philosophy faculty room. But eventually we found him.

Sir. Esguerra even walked with us until Gokongwei building. How nice. How thoughtful. How Goldilocks. Uy! Goldilocks! in speaking of which! Gio Limjoco! hahahahaha! I saw him awhile ago! OMG! He is sooo cute! *dies*

Told you it was a perfect day. I saw piglet, Gio and the 3 four letter named guys. Hahahahaha! anyway, this is soooo long already, I'm shocked I wrote an entry this long. I'll post more soon! ciao

the past few days was a living nightmare. Assignments, Group Work, Weird Profs, but the Blockmates, and Peers made it a bit better. And yet I manage to strive through.

Feeling a little depressed and sad. I really do miss my friends. I hope they could feel that, because they think that I am resenting them since I'm already in college and that I am a LaSallian. What the f*ck is so wrong with beaing a LaSallian!? I mean, oh my god! first it was about Jr and now it's about being a college student at dlsu.. I might as well jump off a building and die. They dont understand what I am going through right now. If they only knew how pressured I am.

My dad expects too much from me. He wants my grades to be all 4.0... I am going to die soon because of all these. Pressure from parents, pressure from profs and now pressure from friends. When will it end!?

I havent seen him in quite a while.. I'm kind of missing him already actually. A big shock since...... I dont know... I think I'm crazy for liking that guy. He's such a sweet talker and I am falling for it. But it's something about him that I like. Maybe it's because he's nice, funny, and he really cares about me. He sure knows his way into my heart. Sigh... I dunno.. I shouldn't be feeling this..

I'm planning to join Liga Historia. The peeps are so cool. hehehe.. also, I'm still thinking about which party list I'm joining. I also want to join Malate Literary Folio, but I'm not sure... I'm kind of shy submitting some of my works to them. After all, I am not the greatest writer in the world.

-drabbles-
"please, dont leave me..." she started to plead to him.

The rain was pouring, hard. and here I was, watching her go down on her knees, begging.

"I'm sorry, I dont love you anymore." he told her as he shook her off and left.

I watched her cry as she saw him leave. Now she can savor the feeling of being rejected. Being left behind. But the mere image of her crying, drenched in the rain is like a knife pushing through my heart. I walked towards her and stopped hearing her sob.

"I'm always here, like before." I told her.
-end-

It just came out of nowhere... anyway, I'll try to post sooner.. ^^ ciao!