the past few days was a living nightmare. Assignments, Group Work, Weird Profs, but the Blockmates, and Peers made it a bit better. And yet I manage to strive through.
Feeling a little depressed and sad. I really do miss my friends. I hope they could feel that, because they think that I am resenting them since I'm already in college and that I am a LaSallian. What the f*ck is so wrong with beaing a LaSallian!? I mean, oh my god! first it was about Jr and now it's about being a college student at dlsu.. I might as well jump off a building and die. They dont understand what I am going through right now. If they only knew how pressured I am.
My dad expects too much from me. He wants my grades to be all 4.0... I am going to die soon because of all these. Pressure from parents, pressure from profs and now pressure from friends. When will it end!?
I havent seen him in quite a while.. I'm kind of missing him already actually. A big shock since...... I dont know... I think I'm crazy for liking that guy. He's such a sweet talker and I am falling for it. But it's something about him that I like. Maybe it's because he's nice, funny, and he really cares about me. He sure knows his way into my heart. Sigh... I dunno.. I shouldn't be feeling this..
I'm planning to join Liga Historia. The peeps are so cool. hehehe.. also, I'm still thinking about which party list I'm joining. I also want to join Malate Literary Folio, but I'm not sure... I'm kind of shy submitting some of my works to them. After all, I am not the greatest writer in the world.
-drabbles-
"please, dont leave me..." she started to plead to him.
The rain was pouring, hard. and here I was, watching her go down on her knees, begging.
"I'm sorry, I dont love you anymore." he told her as he shook her off and left.
I watched her cry as she saw him leave. Now she can savor the feeling of being rejected. Being left behind. But the mere image of her crying, drenched in the rain is like a knife pushing through my heart. I walked towards her and stopped hearing her sob.
"I'm always here, like before." I told her.
-end-
It just came out of nowhere... anyway, I'll try to post sooner.. ^^ ciao!