Mood: Sleepy
Listening to: Move your body - Nina Sky

Okay, so yesterday, I didn't blog. Nothing to blab about anyway. I WAS supposed to blab but I've ALOT on my hands last night.

So, Last night I was freakin' dizzy. I was talking to at least 7 people all at the same time. The most important one was the Marquez family in Australia. I was talking to my cousin and auntie. Well, we were just planning about their vacation here on April which is top secret. And, another thing which cocerns my health but I will not discuss in right now because I'm wishing for it not to happen and I'm waiting for a confirmation before I say it.

I'm happy. I really am. Now, I've accepted that fact. As people would say, no use crying over spilled milk. Right? I've no reason to cry again because I've accepted this fact. Nothing's going to be the same anymore. I won't hope anymore because it will never happen. I don't want to make up with that person anymore. If she's that mad at me, no more. Call me cold-hearted, but I've had it. I don't want to cry anymore. I've had my share of tears to shed. and, I also realized as Cherilyn said, my crying won't do me any good. See mommy che!? I listen to you. :p

I feel happier than ever. It felt nice that this problem has been lifted of me. Hopefully, this is the final entry I'll have about this topic. I hope this wouldn't happen again. I've learned my lesson. I hope that after this, life can be smoother. Now I know, life's not about rainbows and butterflies. It's about darkness and making a light that can lead your way.

February is almost ending, and after reading my month's entries, It feels as if I went on a roller coaster ride. Ups and Downs. It would never change. Life would always be like this.

After these problems, I felt that I am stronger. I've grown and learned alot from this experience. Now I understand, God gave me this trial because he knew I can be stronger than I was.

Alot of things happened when I stepped in college. There were good experiences and bad ones as well. 2 months left and I'm going to be a sophomore. I know, I'll experience even more pains than this one. 16 years old. Froshie at De La Salle University. Who would believe someone could actually go through this?

My bond with my friends became stronger. I'm finally having a look on who my real friends are. And I'm thankful for them. I'm thankful that they're here to guide me. I'm thankful that they not only share laughs with me, but also the tears. I feel that I am not worthy to be their friend. But I am glad, I could make them happy as they'd do the same to me.

talk about drama in the morning huh? ahaha. I will see a brighter side from now on. I know for myself, I've matured alot. I've learned to be more sensitive, not only to myself, but also the people around me. I've learned to be patient and to look at two sides before crossing the street(it is metaphorical). I've learned to be strong, unlike my high school days when I'd always be crying. I've learned to fight for myself. I've changed.

and I love it!