Mood: Confused
listening to: Walk Away - Paul DeAnda
You know...
This is really a secret but
I still miss you
I still remember your phone number
Your habits...
Your ways
The way you talk too
I remember everything so clearly
What am I going to do with myself?
This is crazy. I'm crazy for feeling this way. Can't this feeling just stop? Why do I find it hard to remove him from my thought? Why does he suddenly fill my mind even if I don't want to. Before, everything used to be so fine. But now, everything fell apart.
I know, I channel everything to my friends, studies, shopping, make up, super junior, but... it isn't enough. is it really love?
As the song says,
it gets so hard to walk away. Sigh, when can I really say I'm okay? When can I say that I'm over you? When can I say that I'm finally loving someone else. That's why I find it hard to say yes to him. I feel like he's just going to be a rebound. Or can I love him too? I can love him if I try right? sigh.