today was a really amazing day though it's ending badly.
I was already preparing my clothes last night for today 'cause I told Ekah I'd be wearing the HeeChul/EunHyuk inspired clothes. It was totally a last-minute decision that I would wear yhe skinny jeans and high heels. It's actually Wondergirls inspired. Great.
I was with
Ekah and
Dan this afternoon. At first, Ekah went shopping with me. Well, I just bought a really cute white long sleeves top for the
HyunAh-inspired clothing. So, after we bought it, we went window shopping in places and stuff. Then we ate at World Chicken XD. After a while, Dan arrived and we started to talk and talk. Afterwards we went to Starbucks and blah.
Sorry, not in the mood to blabb. We took pictures too. I'll post them up tomorrow, I dunno.
Why do I feel depressed then? It concerns someone that I love dearly. Someone that is the reason I have my friends with me. Well, it's not just one, but 13. But he's the real important one for me.
It's hard to accept it. It's hard to hear him get pulled out and be in a new one. I won't be able to take it. I can't accept the fact that he might leave them. I don't want that to happen. I never want that to happen. Who would?
It's a rumor, I know. But, the question is what if? What if it's true? Then it would be really hard.
All I can do is wait. watch. pray.
It's really hard. I dunno what I'll do if it happens. Will this mean, goodbye already?