Falling out of love

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Never Ending Story

The first time we walked under that starry sky,
there was a moment when everything was clear.
I didn't need to ask or even wonder why, because each question is answered when your near.
and I'm wise enough to know when a miracle unfolds, this is the last time i'll fall in love.
Now don't hold back, just let me know.
Could i be moving much too fast or way too slow.
'Cause all of my life, I've waited for this day.
To find that once in a lifetime, this is it, I'll never be the same.
You'll never know what it's taken me to say these words.
And now that I've said them, they could never be enough.
As far as I can see, there's only you and only me.

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 9:13 PM

too much pain

Mood: Devastated
Listening to: Endless Moment - Super Junior

this is seriously too much pain and blogging about it will be so much more.

Today, I just confined something. Suddenly, I felt so sad. like someone died. someone that I uberly love. Someone that completes me. I know it sounds stupid because it's just because of my fangirling but it's deeper than that. This "stupid" fangirling actually one of the thing that changed me as a person.

DongHae's leaving the group. DongHae. The guy on my banner. The guy that is the wallpaper of my mobile phone. The guy that has the most pictures in my wallet. The guy that I so love deeply more than anyone else. The guy that changed me as a person.

I can't accept this fact that he's going to leave super junior and join a new one. Yes he is going to be the lead singer, I should be happy, but I just can't. I can't picture super junior without DongHae.

Seriously, I feel my heart is going to fall out of it's place. DongHae is one of the reasons why I have the greatest friends in the world right now. he's one of the reasons why I work hard. He's one of those reasons that I'm proud to be single. He's one of the main reasons why I love Super Junior.

I couldn't even think well right now. I can't just accept this fact that DongHae's leaving suju. It's a big devastation to all suju fans especially DongHae lovers such as I am.

Why would Lee Soo Man do such a thing? Why does he always think of his sake and his money rather than solidifying suju? There are ALOT of trainees out there, why would he pick out DongHae from his group already?

I know, I'm in no position to say that, but what am I to do? I love super junior too much. My world goes around them. I changed because of them. I became a better person because of them. No other group can compare with my love for super junior. No ther boyband had had this effect on me before.

People might not understand this feeling, I understand. I pardon to those people who would read this pointless babbling of mine. I just gave to let out this feeling in my heart.

For me, DongHae is the perfect guy. he's good at singing, a great dancer, a good actor (M6 baby! <3), a really funny guy. And he does it best when he's with SuJu. But taking him out of it, is way too much.

I'm just going to stop here. I just want to rest.

the last time

I therefore...

DonnaHae is the name. Fangirling is the game. I am madly in love with Lee DongHae. He is my love, my life, my everything. DonnaHae has been a fangirl for 7 years now, going on 8. She's currently 18 years old. Fangirling has been her life ever since she got to the Philippines. She spent her childhood in the US and loved it there. She is currently a 3rd year History Major in De La Salle University-Manila. She loves her life in her school and has plenty of friends. She enjoys writing fics, walks on the beach, watching dramas until the sun comes up and spazzing about Lee DongHae.

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