Mood: stressed
Listening to: Mal Hae - Battle

Talk about busy huh? Sigh. I decided to blog today cause of someone.

A friend of mine asked me what my orgs were. I answered that person properly and said, I had 5. Liga Historia, Gawad Kalinga, Debate Society, CSO and Tapat. Actually, alot of people ask me this question casue they always see me around. Then, that person asked again, "Donna, do you even breath? How do you manage it?" And I said, yes, I could manage it. I said that being busy and a workaholic is what I do. But, really, can I?

This is what happened to me today. After first class, I went to central plaza for Gawad Kalinga. It was fun, recruiting people. After that, I went to my second class and after that, we were supposed to have a meeting but it was moved to thursday. When I came back to the booth, Faye suddenly asked me to come to the 1MB GK Rally this thursday, of course I told her, I'd think about it cause I had a meeting. After accomplishing my Shifting papers and my application for majors, I went up to the department to get the papers signed and to pass the application. People weren't there so I decided to go back to the booth. I went around school to get a few requirements and get the stuff for histciv and humalit and went back to the department. I waited until 3 to get my papers signed. I went back to the booth to clean up and went to miguel to inquire about the shifting, went back to the booth again. Stayed for about an hour to finish a few paper work for Gawad Kalinga.

To tell the truth, today was really light. And I just realized, why do I ask myself on why I'm always tired and stressed when I'm the one whio's tiring and stressing myself.

Why am I doing all these? you might ask. Why do I want to do so many things, all at the same time. Why do I want to do so much work but I get pissed off with all of them? Why is it that I prefer to be active than everyone else?

Simple. I want to make a difference. I want to have a sense of self-fulfillment. I want to, just simple, be myself. I want my talents to be known to others. I want to be the leader that I see from others. I get mad at too much work, yes. Why? because on group works, no one would bother to help me. That's why I get mad. I can handle the work, all I was asking for is a little helping hand when I get too tired. I do have alot of things to do. No, I don't want to get mad, that's why I only smile with these people. I don't mind sharing the credit, I am not a selfish person anyway. All I ask for is a little help and respect.

I know, adding debate society to my organizations was almost crossing the red line. I know it was a hasty decision. But, this is something that I have always wanted to do. I want to learn to defend myself. To be confident to talk about what I believe in.

I'm sorry, to those people who might feel sad and sorta feeling bad because I don't have time for anyone anymore. I'm really sorry. I do this because I want to give difference. I want to explore myslef while I can. No, this does not mean that I am leaving my fangirling. I would never be me if I did that. What I'm saying is, I miss you guys and will miss you more. I'm sorry for not having so much time for everyone. If only I could control time, then I would give each prior time.

I do hope you all understand what I'm going through. I know that you might feel mad at me for ditching you guys on our scheduled dates. I do try my best to find time to meet with you all. I really really really miss everyone.

I can handle all these things that I am going into. Otherwise, why would I do something that I couldn't handle, right?

I dunno when I'll be updating my blog again. We had alot to do these past few days and for the next few days. Team buildings, meetings and also, midterms are coming. Sigh.

Ralph: hey, thanks for coming. I went to your xanga din ah! hahaha

ate dette: yay~~! hahaha yeah i think I have your number too~! ^^

jhocel: lol. binigay ko na yung link tapos may pinost ako na new link today lang. grabe battle mode din ako lately. and cute cute ni hwichannie~~!

No photo of the day, sorry. too busy.

till next time.

Mood: tired but happy
Listening to: my mom's voice talking on the phone XD

Long time no post huh? Sorry. Busy-ness is prevailing. Homeworks are getting difficult and I'm really busy with GK and Liga.

Well, first thing's first, I made friends with Agnes unnie. I'm reading her fic titled, swing swing. ^^; And she was reading my fic, Summer Games & Winter Skates. Plus, she's from the Philippines, so yeah, I'm being my friendly self. Anyway, hello unnie~! *waves*

Friday night was nikka's debut party. And I decided to go, I hour before we had to go. Hahahaha. Yeah we were supposed to go to Aruba in MoA but then, we decided on going to Temple bar in Greenbelt. It was pure fun. We had a great night out. Drinking, dancing and seeing people. I saw rica and some other friends from DLSU. Sigh. Temple is such a small place for DLSU peeps. I also saw Paolo, from Liga. hahaha. It was so fun. I met new people. Well, went home at 3AM. Barely slept hahaha.

Anyhoo, yesterday we went to Mimosa, Clark, Pampanga. I thought, my gosh what am I going to do there, overnight, with no one to be with. Get this, when we arrived, my dad's relatives were there. And so, I thought, yes.. so I have some people to be with. When I heard my second cousins were there, I got energetic. XD

So, yeah just chilled for a while, went around, checked out the pool area. It was sorta small but I saw my cousins there. When I got back, I just lounged around the room and did nothing but txt. ahaha. I was waiting for my other cousins and they arrived at about 6:30 PM. They went to subic to buy beer and vodka ice. When they arrived, we just chatted and then went to the small arcade house. They played a bit, I just watched. I only played air hockey. hahaha. After the games, we went back to our villa. Stayed for a while, then we went to the basketball court.

At the basketball court, I just watched them play. Cause I really don't know how to play. XD they played 3 on 3 with some guys there. Cause I had for 4 guy cousins, and I was the only girl great? hahaha. After playing 3 on 3, they played again, 4 or 4. This time it was so funny cause they got served. wooh! hahaha. Their opponent's score, 24. Their score.... nevermind. XD ahahaha.

After basketball, went back to the villa, ate dinner. After eating dinner, we sat on the little table. And they played pusoy. Sorry I really don't know how to play that. I only know tongits and poker. XD They played poker until like 12:30 AM. Hahaha. While they played, I sorta went around the house. Played with the little kids and sang at the karaoke. They I continued to watch them play pusoy, still. And then, Justin suddenly perked up to go to starbucks and everyone suddenly wanted to go. So we all did. XD

Yeah, starbucks at 1 AM. We roamed around Clark. JJ was the one driving. It was so funny during the ride cause we were so cramped and it was such a disaster but fun really. Anyway, we didn't find an open starbucks. Sad. But we did find a coffee shop so we went there. No choice. We ordered frapuccino-like drinks that super suck. Their caramel machiatto tasted like 3-in-1. ahahahaha. But it was more bonding time for us.

Went back at around 2:30 AM. The ride was sorta quiet. It was okay. hahaha. Fun. I was getting sleepy already. As soon as we got back, little preparation, small talks then we went to sleep.

The morning, people woke me up to eat at Mcdo. ahahaha. Funny. I was so sleepy so I just stood up and went to the car. Hahahaha. So yeah we ate at mcdo then after a while, we went to fontana to go to the water park. We went to the slides, wave pool, lazy river, and there.

It was for a short while but I had fun. It was just like last year's reunion. We had our little talks and bonding sessions. So yeah, now I don't regret going to Mimosa and Fontana. Fun-filled long weekend.

Tagboard replies~~!

ate dette: let's schedule ha! I wanna eat korean food. its in BF lang naman eh. *winks* wooh! I miss ddokppokee!!!!!!!!

agnes unnie: oh yes eunhae forever. you gotta love those two. XD thanks for dropping by.

SunMi: XD hahaha sorry di ako nakasama sa lunch T__T miss you love.

Mood: tired and busy
Listening to: Mal Hae - Battle

Yes, I am alive and kicking! ahahaha. But I am tired and doing alot lately.

Yes, classes have officially started for me last May 23, 2007. First day was so much fun for me. First class was 2:30 but I decided to go to school early because I went and had lunch with Dia, Jesse and Jaika. It was so much fun we talked alot alot alot. hahaha I know it was sorta scary. well, actually me and Dia were the ones yapping our mouths away.

Classes are good. Profs are good. Some are such asses and some are so funny. One even looks like shrek. Okay don't kill me. hahaha. Well, org work is starting again. Annual Recruitment Week on June 11. But wait, isn't June 11 a holiday? Stupid president switching the regular holidays. Grrrr.

Lately have been back on SuJu, so what's new? hahaha. It's just, right now I was to be serious in school consistently. Yes, I am turning myself into a little nerd. Oh, and I got into GK super unexpectedly. So great right? aahahahha. Anyway, I'm under publicity so it's sorta alright. We are so plenty anyway. Not much work there but the little work is heavy. Complicated? Mucho. Yeah, on June 9 we'll be having an ukay ukay thing in Alabang. ahahaha. Yes, publicity. >//<

Oh, I saw him yesterday. He smiled at me, so did I. When he passed by, I started to cry. Stupid right? Does that mean I'm not mad at him anymore? Does that mean we're okay? Did I let my stupid pride down with just a goofy smile? Maybe I'm just going crazy. Paranoid. I dunno. I told everyone and myself that I don't care anymore but who am I kidding right? No, I am not crying right now. I don't have the tears to do so. It's just, I'm frustrated. Frustrated because he's driving me crazy. One minute he doesn't know me, the other he smiles at me just like before. And thinking of the past are the ones that brings me to tears. I've been through alot just because of him. Because of his sweet txts and words. Because I thought he was actually real. And he was. But now, he became a dream again.

Drama noh? And It's only been a week in school. I know.

So many things happened this week that I can't even start. hahaha.

May 25, my birthday. Midnight, everyone was counting down on me. As in SjPhils peeps, Camille, Che. hahaha. Especially mommy che. She was so pasimple pa when she was counting down on me. I know she was sleepy already but she stayed up until 12 to greet me. She also gave me a comment in friendster. Yeah, I am smiling. Why? I know Che. She's not touchy, she's not to expressive. She wants people to see this strong side of her but I know better than that. I should. She's like this twin sister of mine. And I don't regret of leaving 2 people behind for her.

Anyway, my birthday. In school, a few people greeeted me during the morning but the afternoon, SDF sang happy birthday to me on the halls of the 10th floor. The shame but it was sweet. During the late afternoon, Che, my cousin and I went for a movie in MoA. We were supposed to watch pirates but it was going to end so late already so we settled for Shrek 3. It was alright. Quite fun. hahaha. Then we ate at a Korean Resto. Yes, yummy. Sam Gyup Sal love.

May 27, Me, Ekah and May watched Pirates! Finally! Johnny Depp love. Yeah baby. Ekah was so funny spazzing about Johnny Depp but yes, he is pure love. The movie was so funny and so worth watching in the big screen. I so loved it.

Uh, I forgot when that was, but me, tin, Deb and her sister ate at a bunshik restaurant. I finally have eaten ddok ppok ee. Yes! It wasn't that spica so I really loved it. I also ate soon dae, tuna kimbap, ddok ee (?). I so wanna go back and eat some more! wooh! It was so delicious I got so full. And I know where that Korean BunShik is. Anyone want to come with me? hahaha. Let's go korean food tripping. You're going to love it.

What else can I blabb about? Oh, I LOVE THE CHOCOLATES THAT CHERILYN GAVE ME. I call them, stress relievers. hahaha.

Anyway, I know it's been such a long time. And It's a new Month, So, here's a new layout. EunHae love. Spread it. EUNHAE IS MY OTP.