mood: tired and happy
listening to: the sound of water pouring down

I'm really tired so I'll make this brief.

Maybe I'll edit it tomorrow or so.

NASHDC WAS GREAT. tiring though, but really great. Spent the morning with King while waiting for people.

EVERYTHING WAS JUST GREAT.

and especially getting induced with the rest of the lasallian debate community. it's the best

Labels: debate, love, NAsHDC

Mood: in love
Listening to: 사랑 부르기 - Jjang Na-Ra

Today, was a great day. So was yesterday. And I'm sure tomorrow will be a pretty great day too. I'm not sure why I'm listening to a sad song when I'm really happy. Weird huh? but I love this song so much..

yes, I am very happy today. Wanna know why? because of him. This new guy that I adore so much. No, I don't like him for his looks. I like him because of his brain and the way he treats me. Though it's so complicated really. I'm just so happy.

See, he's one of the most arrogant people I have known but the more that I knew him, the more he became less arrogant for me. I actually ended up liking him. He's a debater. He's actually one of those people who talked me into joining debate. He's the only one who talked me into it.

Now, he's one of those people who I'm really comfortable with. He helps me out in the weirdest ways that he didn't even know he did. I like the way that he's always giving me an extra push because he knows I can be good. I can be great. He's really bringing out the best in me all the time. I'm happy because we talk. We're close to each other. and he's sharing me a special venue in his life and sharing it to me willingly. He always tells me not to worry and everything's going to be alright.

I don't care if he's arrogant, or so other people say. All I care with is, the way I see him. And maybe, I can change him like this.

No, I'm not falling in love. Well...




maybe I am.

List 20 things you want to say to certain people but you know you never will. Don't say who they are.

♥ Although you were the one who wanted this, I want you to know I still love you. I always will. I miss you so much. :(

♥ thanks so much for everything. Even though you're not the one who's mushy, I'm that person hahaha, I know deep inside you do care. that's why you're my friend right? I don't regret anything because of you. thanks. really.

♥ I know we don't see each other too much and I know you don't take anything seriously, I want to you know that I'm always here. right? I love you dude. Always will.

♥ I miss you soooo much! we didn't get to celebrate our aniversary! *pouts* anyway, we celebrated when we pigged out in pizza hut! hahaha. for so many years, we still haven't changed huh? misssss you soooo much!

♥ Sigh. You! You! you were supposed to be my kuya. but you failed at it. You disappoint me, truly. Sigh. And yet, I can't get mad at you can I? I must be really crazy.

♥ Friend, thank you for comforting me everytime. And helping me with our work even if it's just the two of us. XD and you owe me next term! I have a 6 hour break coz of you.

♥ thanks for forcing me to join another org. It really helps me alot. I appreciate your "encouragement" all the time. My ballpen ha!

♥ thanks for helping me make it through. Especially during 3rd year. I appreciate it alot. een if I do bother you most of the time. :) thanks really. I'mma see you again soon~ hopefully.

♥ YOU! STOP BEING SO EFFIN BOSSY. seriously. it's not funny anymore.

♥ I miss hanging with you na! chikahan naman tayo soon~ hahaha. GUSTO KO ULIT KILIGIN. ehemehem. hahaha.

♥ thanks for the great times we hae so much fun. ddukppokee and noraebang soon? hahaha

♥ WOOOH! salamat sa pag influence ng GREEN-ness. lol. I'm glad I made the right choice. (right nga ba?)

♥ thanks for the patience with training. And understanding my "slow" brain and the excuses. I'm really having fun with everything right now.

♥ I'LL HOLD YOU TO YOUR PROMISE ARYT? hahaha

♥ I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I'll visit you soon okay? hopefully.

♥ Thanks for the advices and lessons. lol. And for the help with my fanfics. appreciate it alot.

♥ UNNIE!!! I hope to meet you soon. thanks for the crazy talks. ahahaha. I hope to visit you in cebu.

♥ Even if we had our dark days, I hope our friendship would grow stronger.next time, don't get too drunk.

♥ WAAAAHH~! bring DONGHAE BACK FROM KOREA! I MISS YOU! see you in february~~

♥ the last one. Even if we aren't friends anymore, I'd like to say thank you for the lesson you gave me. And, you're still in my heart. but we cant be friends anymore. I jut hope you're not mad anymore.

Now, guess which one is yours! :P

Listening to: who am I to say - hope

I just realized a few things today. Well, maybe just one thing.

When I was in highschool. I wasn't really the sociable type of person. Maybe because I just came back from a foreign country. So, I was sorta anti-social. I couldn't talk straight tagalog and I was enrolled in a "semi-private" school. pfft. chyea right.

Anyway, I really didn't get along with much of my schoolmates but I did have friends. Lots actually. hahahaha. So, anyway, 1st year was really troublesome. There's this byotch saying I stole her bestfriends from her, when in fact, people didn't really like her. Even her real bestfriend and her so-called "bestfriend". So yeah, she got mad at me. Anyway, we made up on the latter. 2nd year was really quiet. I did more studying cause my mom placed me on the first section.
Moving on to 3rd year and 4th year. Pfft. Most hated years of my life. Everyone acted super sensitive and just like little kids. Maybe it's because of the small population that's why people are like that THERE. Though I did have friends, I didn't feel that they were real friends during my 3rd year. Well, I tried to get along with them. But they didn't want to get along with me. Nuts to them huh? Yeah, so anyway I had my own set of friends too. Just outside of school. But in the end, we settled our differences and we got along with each other.

4th year was great. Though one of my friends got injured which was really the worst thing. So yeah, the last year was great. No fighting and everything was going so smooth. Lovelife was great too *winks* but it didn't last too long and I was on college already.

College. Wow. Going to college at 15 was overwhelming for me. LPEP, I had a great time meeting new friends and blockmates. I will never forget those 2 days. Classes started and I was happy. A happy student. Then I started to be interested in orgs so I joined them. I planned to join alot but I decided on 3 starting orgs, YFC-dlsu, Liga Historia and Santugon. I was excited. Excited on being active and having to meet new people. and I wasn't disappointed at all.

Everything was going great except for minor things that held back my life. It was all fine and I didn't even realize that I was changing.

2nd year came. I was excited yet again. I got a good position in my org, Liga Historia. Deputy for Activities. What a real achievement for me. Add to that, the position in Gawad Kalinga - DLSU, assistant publicity head. Plus, I finally decided to join De La Salle Debate Society.

I regret nothing. I am happy and proud of what I have and who I have become now. I am no longer the timid, anti-social, shy person I was. I'm now the entirely sociable, active, friendly and POWERFUL me.

And I am happy.


A daughter. A friend. A fangirl. A student. An officer. A volunteer. A debater.


Me.


Powerful.


and loving it.