Listening to: who am I to say - hope

I just realized a few things today. Well, maybe just one thing.

When I was in highschool. I wasn't really the sociable type of person. Maybe because I just came back from a foreign country. So, I was sorta anti-social. I couldn't talk straight tagalog and I was enrolled in a "semi-private" school. pfft. chyea right.

Anyway, I really didn't get along with much of my schoolmates but I did have friends. Lots actually. hahahaha. So, anyway, 1st year was really troublesome. There's this byotch saying I stole her bestfriends from her, when in fact, people didn't really like her. Even her real bestfriend and her so-called "bestfriend". So yeah, she got mad at me. Anyway, we made up on the latter. 2nd year was really quiet. I did more studying cause my mom placed me on the first section.
Moving on to 3rd year and 4th year. Pfft. Most hated years of my life. Everyone acted super sensitive and just like little kids. Maybe it's because of the small population that's why people are like that THERE. Though I did have friends, I didn't feel that they were real friends during my 3rd year. Well, I tried to get along with them. But they didn't want to get along with me. Nuts to them huh? Yeah, so anyway I had my own set of friends too. Just outside of school. But in the end, we settled our differences and we got along with each other.

4th year was great. Though one of my friends got injured which was really the worst thing. So yeah, the last year was great. No fighting and everything was going so smooth. Lovelife was great too *winks* but it didn't last too long and I was on college already.

College. Wow. Going to college at 15 was overwhelming for me. LPEP, I had a great time meeting new friends and blockmates. I will never forget those 2 days. Classes started and I was happy. A happy student. Then I started to be interested in orgs so I joined them. I planned to join alot but I decided on 3 starting orgs, YFC-dlsu, Liga Historia and Santugon. I was excited. Excited on being active and having to meet new people. and I wasn't disappointed at all.

Everything was going great except for minor things that held back my life. It was all fine and I didn't even realize that I was changing.

2nd year came. I was excited yet again. I got a good position in my org, Liga Historia. Deputy for Activities. What a real achievement for me. Add to that, the position in Gawad Kalinga - DLSU, assistant publicity head. Plus, I finally decided to join De La Salle Debate Society.

I regret nothing. I am happy and proud of what I have and who I have become now. I am no longer the timid, anti-social, shy person I was. I'm now the entirely sociable, active, friendly and POWERFUL me.

And I am happy.


A daughter. A friend. A fangirl. A student. An officer. A volunteer. A debater.


Me.


Powerful.


and loving it.