Last thursday was the end of the UAAP Men's Basketball.
too bad though. We didn't win against Ateneo.
sigh. Poor JVee. He poured out everything on this game.
and Rico. Escorted out of the game.
unfortunate. but, we have to get over it.
there are other competitions.

hahaha. yesterday was the ultimate tripping experience.
We decided to go to the UAAP Swimming Competition at Trace College.
Gah. We didn't even know how to get there!
but fortunately we did. hahaha!

gah. that was the craziest tripping ever.
We got there around 3 PM and we got to watch Casey compete.
we also got to see Enchong swim. Too bad we couldn't stick around to watch his IM.
anyway. uber fun tripping.
we were dead tired when we got home. hahaha.

School again tomorrow.
Haven't done anything yet.
Have to do Hila's paper.
and read Durkheim's boring work about religion.
gah.


and I need a new layout. x__x

someone showed me the old tree today.
and as I saw it. It was completely different.
it was no longer gloomy and scary.
it actually had life. very colorful with leaves.
as I went around the tree, feeling a hint of happiness since I grew up taking care of the tree, I felt happy.
as I looked around, looking for the name that I etched somewhere around the tree, I realized someone has scratched it out of there.
along with some names of a few important people in my life.
the smile on my face faded. I actually felt like crying.

I helped nurture that tree.
it was cut off once, but we nurtured it and revived it.
we supplemented its needs. we gave it time to grow again.
seeing my name etched out, something was telling me that I am not wanted.
I guess, I never was.

I was never wanted. Never needed.
I am insignificant.
I am nothing, right?
while I helped bring up that tree which has now bloomed.
I suddenly became unimportant.
it hurts like hell. Even if we did plant a new seed and it bloomed into a beautiful young tree.
it hurts because, something was telling me to leave.
they told me to leave.
because I am insignificant.


finally, after 4 years, I had that feeling that I was unwanted once more.

SJUPH first unofficial gathering.
Got excited.
Spazzed.
Talked.
Sang.
Talked some more.
Evaluations.
Conversations with CassCore.
File Sharing @ Glorietta.
Tired.
srsly Tired.
but have to study. x___x

this is srsly pointless.
might as well rant on my other blog.

the deed is done.
and we have done our best and still doing our best.
now, I'm ready for anything that will come.
Hate messages and hate mail. I don't care.
coz I will face anything that will come our way.
I know this will be difficult.
I know this is a big commitment,but I will own up to what I started.

SJUPH core, I love you guys.
truly, honestly.
I will repay you guys somehow.
you guys are THE BEST.

W.T.F.
yes, I got NOONA-FIED too.
But no, I do not fancy TaeMin. hahaha! so I am not completely a noona.
I like MinHo and JongHyun. I really find them HAWT. daym.
Good thing JongHyun is still older than me or I'll start pulling my hair off.
I got to watch the NoraeBang session that these kids had without TaeMin and O.M.F.G. KEY IS THE ULTIMATE WIN! hahaha.
If Suju is GAY, KEY is GHEI!
and I mean ultimately GHEI. He is the GHEI Rep for SM Artists.
Specially when he was dancing SNSD and So Hot. O.M.F.G.
That kid has serious issues. hahaha.

Anyway that's not the only reason I'm noona-fied.
I got to download their album along with FT Island's and I'd have to say, DAYM. THEY HOT! hahaha.
Their sound is so hawt! I can't even put into mind that an average of 16.4 years is singing these songs I'm listening to right now.
I liked their album more than FT's. No offense FT Island friends. Just telling the truth. :]
Daym. They definitely snapped me out of that Big Bang craze I was having. But then, GD's red suit in DISCO with Uhm JungHwa was calling back to me. hahaha! HE LOOKS FOINE! evenifhishairSTILLdistracts.
hahaha! I'm supposed to be doin stuff for iVIP and DBSJ but then I feel lazy recently. and I dunno why I start talking FLORIDA style again. I guess I miss a piece of home.

GRAH. I feel crazy. hahaha.

Oh, before I forget...

UNITED we STAND. We are ONE. Super Junior. 09.05.08 11 PM
be there or be square.

hahaha. I love the mystery of it all~

according to blogspot, this is my 100th post!
yaaay!
for the 100th post on September 1, 2008..
I have a new layout. (yes again. hahaha)
see how bored I am with my life I just do layouts.

anyway, if you have layout requests, go to http://eunhaeproductions.blogspot.com
made by yours truly and a dear friend of mine. ^0^