TAGGED BY JANE.

I.
1. each blogger must post these rules.
2. each blogger must being with ten facts about them.
3. other bloggers who are tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves. you must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.
4. it is essential that a tag is left at their tagboards, letting them know about the award they've recieved.

ONE I'm a Kpop fangirl. uh-huh.
TWO I'm a debater.
THREE I do my own nails most of the time.
FOUR I'm an insomniac. ><
FIVE I watch horror movies at 2 AM. 8D
SIX I'm a crybaby but I didn't cry so much this year. .__.
SEVEN I love to write and photoshop but I don't have the time to do so.
EIGHT I think studying History is awesome.
NINE I wanna get into law school next year.
TEN I want a dog. SO BAD.

II.
01. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?
hmm... watch a tagalog movie in the cinemas. 8D

02. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't make them anymore since I don't even try and do the thing.

03. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yea.

04. Did anyone close to you die?
Not really.

05. What countries did you visit?
hmm... around Feb? US

06. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
new friends. graduate from the university and get admitted in a Law School.

07. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
May 25: My birthday and SHINee's debut, Oct. 11: Henry's birthday, Cris's birthday celeb and meeting ate Chai for the first time, September 06: SJUPH birthday :3, July 5: got to see, talk to, take pictures with Evan Yoo HoSuk and Isak. :3, Oct. 15: DongHae's birthday and celebration with friends. Dec 9: PASSED THESIS 1!

08. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
LOL passing thesis 1. It was such a big relief.

09. What was your biggest failure?
I lost friends

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
hahahaha. yes.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
eeteuk (my ipod) and kyuhyun (my camera)

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Cris (FTW! specially THAT night), Derek (for always being there even if you don't know how to comfort), Meghan.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
fandom. period.

14. Where did most of your money go?
albums, clothes, stationary stuff.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Pops in Seoul in Manila. :3

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
Song Calling for You - SS501.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? (c) richer or poorer?
(a) ugh... sadder? I think I've been more emo this year than the last year. (b) people either say I have been saying I lost weight or I'm getting bigger so I dunno. :/. (c) POORER.

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Actually study. D:

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
fandom and spazzing.

20. How will you spend Christmas?
hmmm.. I dunno we might be out of the country or smth. but I think I'm spending it with my beloved cousins though.

21. Did you fall in love in 2008?
in and out. but Donghae made it all better. 2008 just made me love him more.

22. What was your favorite TV program?
Prison Break. 8D

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
hahahaha. I don't hate the person.. more like, apathetic.

24. What was the best book you read?
I read ALOT of books. My course demands it.. but the last book I loved was A Perfect Day by Richard Paul Evans.

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?
HAHAHAH. SHINee and SMASH recently.

26. What did you want and get?
I wanted an ipod and a camera and I got it. :3

27. What did you want and not get?
hahahaha. nvm.

28. What was your favorite film of this year?
hmmm.... the dark knight? yeah so far it is.

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 18. I was with a couple of friends up north. it was awesome and fun.

30. What one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Pops in Seoul in Manila. definitely the most awesome thing so far.

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
lol. more on the FOB side. wearing what I want whenever I want it.

32. What kept you sane?
my beloved friends.

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
now and forever, Audrey Hepburn.

34. What political issue stirred you the most?
ughh.. JPEPA? stupid President.

35. Who did you miss?
nevermind.

36. Who was the best new person you met?
hmmm.. definitely Meghan. :3 (we're almost 1 year wifey~)

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
if you think there's something wrong, then don't ever doubt that feeling. it might just be right.

38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
We can do anything if we sweat, and pay attention to those who are special to us,
Try your best to overcome the upsetting and tough obstacles.
This dream of yours is filled with passion, it's all yours.
- Once in a Lifetime (ShinHwa)

I tag anyone who wants to do it.

STILL ON HIATUS BTW.

HIATUS.


ANTI-SOCIAL.
NINJA MODE.
HIDING.
or, whatever you wanna call it.

just, yeah. there.
too busy with thesis. =__=

if you need me, I'll be in plurk, msn and yahoo.
if you wanna read my rants, LJ.

California Penal Code’s definition of stalking:

Any person who willfully, maliciously, and repeatedly follows or harasses another person and makes a credible threat with the intent to place that person in reasonable fear for his or her safety is guilty of the crime of stalking.

“Credible threat” means a verbal or written threat, including that performed through the use of an electronic communication device.

Let's talk jury then.
US style? hahaha.

its 4:03 am. and I have to rant.
I have no one. at all.
no one to talk to.
no one to tell my problems.

I'm all alone in this world.
and I don't belong at all.
I have to cry, crawl myself into a ball and bawl my eyes out.
comfort myself over and over again.

I try to fit in.
but I actually don't.
I should just disappear.
because I don't matter at all.
NO. No one cares. No one looks for me.
NO ONE.
I do not matter in this world.
you don't need me.
I just get in the way.
I'm just an accessory. no, I'm just a pest.

an unnecessary dot.
an annoying half dead fruit fly.
I AM NOTHING.

so, just let me go.

WARNING: major emo/drama/ranting moment.

So, since my third year in the University started, I've been talking to my dad about going to Law school after my History degree. He's been saying No, No and No over and over again for the first few times that we talked.

I was actually loosing hope in convincing him to allow me to take Law. He agreed on me taking another course but he doesn't want me to get Law for reasons that I seriously don't know and don't get.

These past few weeks, we were starting to talk again coz I'll be graduating soon. And he asked me again if I wanted to seriously take another course so I said yes. He asked what I wanted to take, and of course I responded with a firm Law. He said it would take me 5 more years if I really did take up Law. and I said I wanted to and I don't care. He still said No.

Later in the evening, we went out to watch Madagascar 2. During dinner, he said if I wanted to study again, I'm the one who's going to arrange my applications and stuff. He asked me if I wanted to go to Ateneo De Manila Law School and I said it would be okay. He recommended University of the Philippines Law School first then he told me to try in Ateneo and in my current school.

Yesterday, we had dinner out because it was my aunt's birthday. My aunt suddenly opened up the topic about Law School again.

and my dad suddenly said, "Donna, ask for your Auntie Deb's permission first before you start looking for law schools."
auntie said, "Jie, let her be! Let her study Law if she wants to. I'll even fund for her education if that's the problem. Its the first time we'll be having a lawyer in the family."

I'm happy that they finally approved. Like, seriously happy. But then, I ask myself now, Will I really be able to study Law? Do I really want to go to Law School for 5 more years? I think I do. I wanna do make a good lawyer. But I guess I have to get over this fandom a bit first before I do pursue this career.

Will I be able to let go of this? Will I be able to concentrate on my studies this time around? I'll be getting application forms starting this month and will be reviewing for the Entrance Exams. I'm scared but excited at the same time.

its been 3 whole years huh?
who would have known..

November 4, 2005.
The first time that I laid my eyes on Super Junior. The first time that I came across a group consisting of 12 guys. As I was browsing further, I saw this particular guy. He had blond hair and he looked different from the 12 boys. (well for me at least) I pointed at him and said out loud, "I think I'm going to like this guy".

Turns out, I did like him. I watched their debut in Inkigayo live streaming and I was amazed by the dancing skills. I adore men who can dance. and so started the Super Junior fandom. I was starting out with DBSG then but then, I moved to Super Junior quickly. Their wits and talent captured me. I loved each and every member because they were all necessary to make up the group.

I continued the Super Junior fandom when they promoted Miracle and showed at different side to people. And where Super Junior Show started and other shows as well. This is, as they would say, the start of my golden days, as a super junior fan. I loved them more as they showed their real side to people.

As summer came, there was an annoucement that a Cho KyuHyun would be added to super junior. Honestly, I didn't think any offense to that. I actually looked forward to it. So, U came out and I went crazy for the song. I loved them more. Specially Lee DongHae whom I have loved/liked/adored or whatever term you want to use, since the beginning. I never thought I can be that loyal.

2 years came quickly and I enjoyed every minute of being a Super Junior fan. I met the most beautiful people in this fandom. I found my old friend who's still with me in this fandom. I lost friends, had enemies, but they were all worth it. The tears, the pain, the troubles were compensated by the laughs and happiness that I felt. I felt, for the first time, contented.

Now, November 4, 2008.
I am proud to say that I am still a fan. And my love for the boys are stronger. May it be for 13, 15 or for solely one member alone, I will love, protect and support Super Junior.

I dont think I can trade this for anything else. Super Junior helped changed my life, my world, me. They are, as DongHae's song goes, My Everything.

I don't ever want to say goodbye..

I know this is a bit early from their anniversary. ><;
will be posting another one on their special day~ <3


Life couldn't get better~

I died.
3 days without net is x__x

We went to Subic. I srsly thought we were going to the beach so I came.
turned out that we didn't go. =__= tss.

Basically, what I did was baby sit.
yes, I took care of a baby.
but hey, I liked taking care of the baby. he was cute~
I suddenly felt like I wanna have a kid too. .__. *cough*

Hm.. what DID I do?
I slept for 2 days.
Woke up to eat and read fics.
I ended up reading 2 fics.
1 fic made me cry like hell. Key Before my Eyes by Thao is WIN.
I sooo loved it that I stayed up until 7:30 AM reading it.
Gangster fic again but then, it was okay. Song is such a peculiar character but he was srsly sweet and weird in so many ways. sigh.
too bad that both of the protagonists died. But I seriously like those kinds of fics. Ironic really. It shows how life really is.
I specially loved this quote:

'Love is inconstant and unpredictable. It could either fade away into nothingness, or soar above the skies. We never stopped at any height and point; our point was a illimitable, and so.. we'll go forever and beyond.'

The other fic touched me. Linked to You by Anika was also sweet but I think it was lacking something.
and I liked the twist of fate thing but there were too much complications. nonetheless, I liked it too.
going to read the side story soon. Seo DaeYong made me fall for him because of his loyalty. Though I do not approve nor like love at first sight thingies.

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We also watched a tagalog movie. Yes, I got to watch a tagalog movie in the cinema house for the first time.
it was funny. but the ending sucks. =__=

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I GOT THE SUPER SHOW DVD AND SHINEE WORLD VER.B ALREADY! ^0^
gonna get the posters soon too. >w<
Philippine postal services SUCK for real. UGH. will resort to EXPRESS with YESASIA next time.

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November is here. and December is coming soon too.
sigh. November 4, the first time I laid eyes on Lee DongHae and the first time I thought, I'm going to like this guy.
I ended up doing just that. November 4. My anniversary with Super Junior.
November 6, the anniversary of their debut~ <3
God. I srsly have never loved anyone or any group like this before.
and...

I'm not too sure that I wanna grow out of it soon.



I missed you all~ ;___;
I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. =___=