its 4:03 am. and I have to rant.
I have no one. at all.
no one to talk to.
no one to tell my problems.
I'm all alone in this world.
and I don't belong at all.
I have to cry, crawl myself into a ball and bawl my eyes out.
comfort myself over and over again.
I try to fit in.
but I actually don't.
I should just disappear.
because I don't matter at all.
NO. No one cares. No one looks for me.
NO ONE.
I do not matter in this world.
you don't need me.
I just get in the way.
I'm just an accessory. no, I'm just a pest.
an unnecessary dot.
an annoying half dead fruit fly.
I AM NOTHING.
so, just let me go.